Myself

hello?
is anyone there? 
inside im calling but no one i hear.
just echos of a girl who use to exist
inside as i slowly die
i fade away 
like a ghost burning away all thats there
i fall into all thats left of me
nothing
screaming inside she is watching as i die
calling out that im still alive
part of my heart
part of my soul 
which crumbles into the dark 
that which use to be bold
now begging for just one love 
one second of life
where i am all right
Where am i tonight?
as i subcum to that which i swore off
Pain sears through my mind
bringing me back to this time
i stare down
tears in my eyes
"Hello"
i hear whispers in my mind
as i stare at my blood in suprise
where was i?
"i tried to stop" 
the voice whispers again
my subconcious coming back again
Hello
i whisper to myself
still scared of what appears to be 
my biggest fear
that which hurts me most
if left to the loose
myself
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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