My Worst Enemy is...

My worst enemy is my mind.
I constantly worry about the time.
Whether I'm moving too fast or too slow,
or if I'm going where I shouldn't go.

The teenage mind is the worst of all,
constantly dealing with social withdrawal.
Not knowing if I should go or stay,
or if they'd even want me there anyway.

See, as you age, they say you “grow up,”
and you learn to forget and get up.
But for right now, I don't know if that's true,
for I've been this way for a while,
and thinking is all I do.

I worry and mope,
then I stop and I choke.
I hold myself back for the enemy I hate,
and constantly put them first
because they control my fate.

My worst enemy is my mind,
A battle I struggle to leave behind.
This is not just a “phase,”
It's something I face through my days.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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Kitchin Avatar
September 8, 2026 at 3:22 PM
Emma, a great poem. Anxiety can be a beast and one that I have fought all my life. Just remember to reflect back on your worries to realize most do not materialize. I hope this gets better for you. ❤️
Agustin Avatar
August 20, 2026 at 7:45 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
Magliolo Avatar
August 20, 2026 at 11:10 AM
thank you for this! and amen
Smith  Avatar
August 17, 2026 at 12:40 AM
Self hate is not a great place to be. Just one step at a time you need to teach your mind to see beauty.
Magliolo Avatar
August 17, 2026 at 3:16 AM
yes! that's what I am doing one step at a time. thank you for this!
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