My Vision Fades

I hurry to the blade, and cut; my vision fades. I don't need a friend. I just need to..mend. Because my heart is an empty organ pumping sadness through my veins. I'm done with all these games. I'm done with all the heartbreaks and pains. I don't think anyone understands what i go through. I don't think anyone understands its all because of you. So i try to tell them with each cut i take. But they don't get it, they only see each smile i fake. I just want someone, anyone to say, "You cant lie..I know your not okay." But no one does, and i cant take it anymore. This hurt; it cut me deep to the core. So, i hurry to the blade and cut; my vision fades.