My Toxic State

Trying to move from the pain that I felt Wishing to turn back the hands of time from the cards I been dealt A heart breaking into pieces slowly dying inside Crying on the out for these tears I cannot hide Wanting to move on from the heartache but this is my toxic state Feeling so alone with nobody to love like its my faith So many times they tell me to drive on I been told But its not the same without anyone here to hold The forbidden curse that lie beneath a wounded soul Growing out of touch and feeling as he's turning bitter and cold