My Thoughts and My Past

Once it was a time when i felt proud of my self and it became a mystery whether i could believe my history????? Once it was a time that i had confidence in me.... and now the word confidence is not applicable to my life.... Once it was a time when my words were last... and now my words became of no use and my life became a sort.... When ever the people see me they turn over and my heart completely broken.... this is not my own story... this is what i thought... when my life turns out this way..... i'll completely be lost......