My Testimonial

Sara, it's a long story. but you know most of it. the first time i heard the voice of God speaking to my soul, it was in three songs by lionel richie. and i heard the words and a spirit came over me telling me what they ment and what the message was . and it was to fall in love with april. but at that time april was unwilling but i told her anyway what the spirit did in that song. later came other clues like in the bible code. i told momma and the family that i was going to marry april because it was writen in there in the words "john and april loving." but God found away to let me know that the "loving" part was not my name but a verb. hHe showed me that He did not lie. and He showed me through a game i bought not long ago. and then the ideal came to me that i should make a cross and put it where i got the bad news. well i made that cross. i put two sticks together painted them white. put some white silk roses on it with a picture of her in a gold frame. and a silver angel below it. with the words April My Beloved at peace. and a white teddy bear. i know she wanted it. it lays in her bed in my basement where i guess now it will stay. but when it was finished the next day i played a Gerald Levert CD that i had bought. and one song came on and i felt that same spirit again . the verse went "i'm gonna miss your face" and it let me be with my april for a while. like i said in the end it's a true story. why would God want to speak to me? and i asked Him and He said because i gave april to Him when i wanted to do things Gods way. (This explains my poem "the visit")