My Stupid Actions

Hours ticking by so slowly As my painful heart is wholly Missing the smile on your face I am in a lonely place Since my pride got in the way Of our happiness every day I did a very stupid thing Over and over till I'd bring That sweet smile to a frown It was heard all over town You tried never to believe it Until one day you were hit With a dose of reality Opening your eyes to see How much pain I've put you through Now your hearts broken and blue A fit of rage not expected Came out, language was selected That your sweet lips never said I was in over my head Words overpowering and strong Listing all my shameful wrongs Never missing a single beat Knowing I should just retreat Out of your life for the better We are no longer together Alone and hurting because I Made your loving green eyes cry Emotions are about to crack For a heart I can't get back