My Spiritual Life

My Spiritual life is complicated Now euphoric next sedated dilemas daily duplicated All my friends alienated Happy times sometimes elated Spiritual life is complicated My spiritual life is tempermental one day strong the next I tremble Demonic thoughts in turn assemble The scars you see are not coincidental Happy or sad so incidental Spiritual health is tempermental My spiritual health is sometimes unstable Battles able with unable Joy fleeting but always capable Traumas come with different lables Hide... then dance apon a table Spiritual life is so unstable My spiritual life is so over crowding Praising now but sometimes doubting Morbid days that turn to shouting Love now Hate now afterward pouting Silent Prayer confusion allowing Spiritual life is over crowding My spiritual life is so consuming flattering self then accusing Communicating when not confusing All insanities time consuming "Show me how" my life's pursuing Spiritual heath without it losing Hopefully this will collborate with Eileen Massaih "My Mental Health"