My Spiritual Journey

Is there a creator God there Or is all meaningless chance and despair Are you a God of love and care Or vengeful and uncaring as gods everywhere Are you a God who is just and fair Or like humans where true justice is rare Are you a tangible God that I can see and be aware Or are you just a force and invisible like air Show yourself to me is my prayer For they say you are everywhere Wow what love and beauty and holiness your presence declare But what are those piercing scars that your hands and feet bear