My Slow Insanity

Going slowly insane falling apart in my mind Not knowing what to do because of these overpowering eyes Wanting to shift the tides Trying so hard to hide what you already know Tortured by my mind telling me you could feel the same But im to scared to ask you feeling it could ruin everything Playing what i would say over and over in my head While everytime your near i lose all train of thought Hoping that one day it'll be my reality