My Shadow Can Stay

<  >i am already gone but my shadow can stay
       At least to finish what is left of us.
       To give you the joy of being with me
       when i am already gone
       Although i am still sitting with you at a dinner table and 
       hold your hand and give you this staged romance
       believe me i am miles away.
  
       for the sake of our children my shadow can stay
       to feed your abusive habit 
       name calling and swearing
       i am too ashamed to walk away
       but i am already gone.
       whats left is a shell of something that could have been me
       i have run out of romance but hey 
       do not worry none of this will do you harm
       my shadow can stay.

       i have since replaced you
       i have lost our romance rethyme
       you are so forgotten,i some times question your very existence
       i can not go neither can i stay
       so many times i have lied to you
       i pretended you mattered the most 
       the time has come for our invisible farewells
       but my shadow can stay

       i did it all for  oath i took i mean (till death do us part)
       at least i am keeping my word
       you may never know i left
       i am already gone
       MY SHADOW CAN STAY
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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Tlhabanyane Avatar
May 12, 2012 at 8:59 AM
Profound!
Brown Avatar
May 10, 2012 at 2:10 PM
Congratulations on your poetry being featured this week Odeline. Love, Carol
Suzadail Jr. Avatar
March 26, 2012 at 8:18 AM
Difficult but courageous poem. Too many people hang on to something that isn't there or never was. Death is not the answer but being true to oneself is.
Bauer Avatar
March 24, 2012 at 7:18 AM
great poem! you've really explained your feeling so clearly in a wonderfully poetic way. very sad, though.
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