My Self Worth

My mouth always late to stop speaking thoughts outside the box direct and true words causing shock saying things the rest do not singled out too many times meaning the impact declines embarrassment this implies in me is now desensitised cus when it happens everyday it becomes the only way used to not receiving praise and having people in your face no need to seek out your approval never known it so unusual fake is something I've no use for my self worth isn't formed by people my success is mine to notice so is failure and feeling hopeless others see me out of focus judging how they see I wrote this