My Pleasure

There is always so much confusion inside my head The pain already starts the instant my eyes tell me I’m still in my bed My heart aches from the love that is beating for you My mind is weak, trying to separate false feelings from those that are true If I imagine my life without you in it Everything that I had once believed in would then contradict Everything that I know and Im not sure I can handle that I’m always starting over with you… wondering “Now where should I begin at” I love you so much the pain shows through my eyes Longing for the day you will hold this hate as it dies I only hope that we will always be together For I have realized…. loving you is my pleasure