My Pain

Life is an array of twists and turns Nightmares to conquer and dreams to burn Why must I wait for the opening of the gate The world outside is a forest and dark and the people are it's bark The lies Distrust Denies To dust Cries for something more and they drag you in because they must What's the point? You work to meet them then work harder to defeat their memory To undo their damage and disconnect the joint One man that knew no better Didn't mean to make me any upsetter When he said it was better this way But I'd love to forget it any day For years I've seen it So many tears I've tasted for it Betrayal never gets old ask me sometime and the story will be told Cheaters Liars Beaters Criers Defeaters All the things I disgust and leave the taste that leaves me to a further distrust Whores Bores Posers Closers So many I can name So many I can blame So many I can claim at one point and deny me what I want But if you don't know, you don't know me