My Pain

He says " I'm sorry" That is what he said before. "It won't happen again" he says How do I know? You hurt me for the last time, I feel the tears. He tells me " please don't cry" He has no right! "I love u " he says. You don't know what love is. "I do love u with all my heart" he says. You are incapable of loving. "Why am I am not good enough" I ask through the pain. " You are" he says while holding me. I think in my head(he makes me feel safe) "Don't touch me!!!" I hear myself scream. I know what has to be done. He's begging me "please don't go" I slowly walk away. He calls my name, It won't work not this time. He lost me forever.