My New Cry

In silent tears, I cry to you Lord for immediate restoration I am angry that I feel the desire to drop tears, over past hurts that somehow crept back to create present pain. Beneath my new found happiness there is a hole, full of dirt and debris that clouds my way to function... correctly No room to move, I am forced to face it's discomfort. Where do I go? What do I do? I wish to be rid of past hurts I wish to embrace you. Bless me Lord, as I desire to cleanse my brokenness Help me God to be a new me that looks at her past, for the last No more bound or shaken by it's disrespect No more will I allow it to cripple me to tears of regrets. Facing it for what it was, and more importantly for what it was not. IT'S OVER I look at it never again instead I move forward Now flowing, are new tears of Joy I'm happy now Thank you God for the lesson.