My Mind

Waging this war on my mind All this time that has gone by Trying to find which side to abide All the words i wanna shout But they just wont come out During the day through all the dismay A few words manage to find their way Everything on my mind stops like its frozen in time Hoping the reactions can conclude these actions Everything goes blank in my mind All my thoughts are lost Even after all the sleep I lost I guess it means there will be New things that want to take control over me This must show how life will be Everyday a new fight fought over me Friends and family contradicting me About the war waging inside They say iv lost my mind So where does one look to find this thing People keep calling my mind