My Messed Up Fate

I really didn't see this coming, Everything was going so great, Now I think my happy days are over, I have one messed up fate, God I really did believe this time, And after I prayed every damn day, The outcome of my past is coming, My happy future will just fade away, I'm so confused right now, Im so much in love with her, I swear I won't live much longer, If this crap continues to occur, What am I suppose to do now, I mean this was supposed to be it, Me and her together forever, We aren't supposed to just quit, I'm honestly at loss of words, There's nothing working in my head, Think ill just pull back the covers, And stay forever and a day in bed!!