My Love Turned Into a Joke

When it changed all my feels, For me whose eyes always heal. After that, my friendship too broke, And my love turned into a joke. My love is a joke on which everyone laughs at, And only me cry for. It blinked me that I was a trapped, Why I didn't understand this before? Down with my feelings, I cried for whom world's happiness I was stealing. When my hopes twinkled out as a smoke, My love turned into a joke. Every day I kept on failing, Assumption of desires was buried. Fear of my past at that moment I was inhaling, With a pointed needle my mind was varied. Though my love is left, But the pain of losing someone is felt. Rainy night I passed laughing under the oak, Because my love turned into a joke.