My Love Not Meant To Be.

My love for you I hold true my feeling lost or confused Not sure which one to hear My thoughts so dark My mind full of doubt My heart covered my walls once more For them to fall I must fall Let all defenses fail Let my heart protect it's self To see my self looking at you Only confusion fills my mind My heart and soul They bleed pain Confusion, Hate I fear my self and my heart My mind does not even know What is possible If I show the world my love They'll turn in despair My only hope no is to run Run form those like you Of whom I Love My heart is lost No help for me Only pain Confusion takes over No more free will Overprotected by my heart What else to think But no love for me