My Loss Experience

This pain makes me wonder Is there ever a day When everything can go right And this world is as curl as they say My spirit is writhing slowly away My mind can't bring itself to obey My thoughts are racing Short of what could have been The realization slowly sinking in I had to see it for myself Halfway in halfway out These feelings are going nowhere Myself without a doubt It's crazy how life works Just stones within the dirt Mortality taking over Lifeline can counted through a four leaf clover This pain has left me shaken My soul slowly breaking Where is it when I need it Just really can't believe this Your gone just like that My whole world has just been attack I don't know where I'm going with this Or if I will ever bounce back The days are getting longer My mind is getting stronger These challenges at hand Make room for fantasyland When my thoughts become dangerous On the rocks I lay We pray this one makes it through another day With the mindset and a new timeframe