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My Life Story

I am 16 years old
And I like to have fun
I wasn't loved by my father
He only loved his other wives son
I have so much love to give
But so little to take
For I cannot trust

I was abused and hurt
I was absolutly treated like dirt
But I am finding love
And how it works
I now have friends that I didn't
Have before

Their names are:
Jacob Wolf
Samantha Watts 
Ed Owens 
David Gray
Catia Davis
Kyle Perkins
John Loving iii
And John who's last name I cannot spell

I live in Ohio
My name is Alexandria Raye Matheny
I cut cause I have nothing left
I have a brother and a mom
My father abused me 
He was just like a ticking     

That's all for now 
I'll have more for you later
Now go have some fun
Just promise me not to be a     r. . .

lifemei do not know?

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Kyle Perkins

November 5, 2010 at 12:37 PM

I'm feel honored you'd put me in one of your poems, I didn't see it until now. We used to talk a few years ago..hope everything is going better for you, I really do

John Loving Iii

August 24, 2010 at 2:42 PM

but guess who also misses his friend and found a way to find her. find me and tell me about your self. love john

Tia Davis

December 1, 2009 at 7:54 PM

stop cutting chica! love you and miss you very much

Michaela Payne

December 4, 2008 at 1:17 PM

Hey girl i really liked this, thanks for telling us more about you :) Please stop cutting, i know it's hard, really I do, but it has no gain my friend, keep writing, like I said it helps, get all the pain you feel out through your words, that's what I do, it helps so much. I started writing when I was 16 too, I'm now 18 and it made a big difference in my life. :) I think you should read some of my stuff (older stuff) you might like them. Awesome write! ~Michaela~

John Loving Iii

December 1, 2008 at 3:20 PM

thanks for putting me on the list and the iii; if you use capitals should be III as in the third. and you can ask me anything any proper young lady can ask. but expect honesty. john

Joanie Yeager

November 30, 2008 at 3:52 PM

Omg's its like your tellin my story but instead of a real dad i have a stepdad my dad left when i was born -.- & I loved to call you sometime im not sure if i get long distance ill have to wait till i get my cellphone back its getting repared i kinda droped it and i got run over 0.0 clumsy me lol welp ill tell you when it gets fixed so i can call you otays =]] (( Love: Joanie AkA Sarina or E-moo LoL))

John Loving Iii

November 29, 2008 at 1:30 PM

not much time STOP CUTTING. and you can add me to your list of friends bye jhl

Laurie Ginn

November 28, 2008 at 7:02 PM

Ha Alexz I beat you to it. I now look for your name so I won't miss anything you write. You know sweetie I think you are someone that likes to color outside the lines as well. Big smiles, Laurie

Laurie Ginn

November 28, 2008 at 6:59 PM

Everybody should be blessed with perfect parents but how many are. For the rest there is the constant striving for emotional security. Alexandria Raye Matheny I am so glad you have found this gift you have for putting your feelings on a blank page. Love, Laurie

Vince Suzadail Jr.

November 28, 2008 at 6:57 PM

Alexz, ou are a very caring young lady, but don't mix love with reaching out in desperation. Your poetry shows a lot of hurt, and the reaching out shows a high probability of sexual abuse as well as physical and mental abuse. Believe in yourself and believe that you deserve only the best in life. Never settle for less. Set some standards and stick to them or you'll find yourself being used by creeps that do not deserve YOU!! God Bless. Vince