My Life Again

My life I hate it all it dose not matter what I say any more they all laugh till they fall to the floor and carry on all the more. What to do it dose not show as it's alway a joke till my heart ache show's then they all care it's just a game needing a new life and someone with it to share. now my tear's strem I start to day dream my life a mess that's what it always seem's noone understand's my need's my heart's just left to bleed. I'am now afraid of feeling afraid of getting my heart stolen precious memories seem so golden but it's never the right one I find myself holding i'am left standing frozen. One day I will find a way to live the life I want no matter if alone my heart has turned to stone and maybe i'am ment to be alone. If happy or sad my life must be mad as it drive's me insane no joy is ever gained a lost and lonely person is all thet's left pained. I know it sound's insane but pain describes my rain. My life has lost it's final flame. Tracey McDonnell.