My Life

Wondering through a land 
only sore eyes can see,
So lost in the memories of what use to be.
I weep when I think of the past 
alone and helpless in my mind,
not knowing where to run or hide.
Reaching for the ecstasy which may 
only brighten a couple hours of my life,
still I pray for it not to end because you life will once again begin.
Collapsing inside I have fallen apart  no reason
to live yet I don't want to die ,
I'm just so confused I want to cry.
A hurt so extreme
A pain so profound.
These are the things I feel
when any one and every one is around!
An intense torment forcing me to lie to myself but,
 yet not understanding why.
Tears all though a simple of pain
are as innocent and pure ,
Tears of sadness a cry for help 
telling God I'm hurting and please 
take me from this hell.
My life is fading away 
as the sun beats down on my face,
and as the rain pores from the sky 
this is the consent addiction of my life
Full of confusion full of obscure discomfort 
along with tangled visions
Hopefully this will be the end of all my sorrow
My hidden pain and the endless torture
that no one understands seems to remain
Goodbyes are hard yet I'v been threw the worst
but to say goodbye to your soul and to watch it 
melt with fear is one of the hardest good byes
One could ever hear
Copyright © | Year Posted 2006


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