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Regina Mcintosh / Write To A Friend

My Letter for Holly

Many decades have passed since I was last with you.
That time still haunts me as talking was hard to do.
My emotions for you continue to be strong.
Loving you since seventeen is much like lifelong.
I cannot find you or yours, even now online.
For a long time that has chilled me from heart to spine. 

We were twenty when shade came down over our sun.
Your Mother called with words that shot me like a gun.
Entering your hospital room, the world went boom.
Your eyes saw me without expression or your bloom.
I ached as you trip talked bi-polar antisense.
My love and concern churned pieces of fears intense.

I never fully knew me until I met you. At seventeen, we grew views seeking hidden clues. You left the ground with me so we might better see. We pushed against all boundaries blocking our free. When our flying wings had barely spread from teen dreams, we promised to lifelong gentle the others stream.
It was at your bedside that my heart first slow died. Next day, you were gone, staff had no info or lied. Your parents ignored their phone and soon sold their home. That’s why I write and drop letters in yards with gnomes.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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Dietrich Avatar
October 6, 2026 at 9:42 PM
Precious and poignant, Caycay. I am lucky not to have had any really good friends like that die on me, I mean in my youth anyway. Of course I lost Carolyn , Connie and some other really close poetry soup friends who died in their old age. This one gets a fave! Don't forget to resend your soup mail that didn't go through.
Scott Avatar
October 6, 2026 at 9:21 PM
You penned your emotions well that ceeling of loss hurts l know ,l hope this person has read this ❤️
Sands Avatar
October 6, 2026 at 3:08 PM
Oh my! Thiis poem is so powerful. I could feel it strongly. Very well written CayCay!! :)
Gibbons Avatar
October 5, 2026 at 8:57 PM
My dear Cay Cay whata deep heartfelt letter from depth of your heart n soul. I could feel the heartache 💔 in every word. Such a great loss of your friend I cried 😢 as I read every word. Mental health needs to be talked more n more through poetic words. You were and still are a wonderful friend.. I'm honoured to call you my friend. Luv ya hugzzz 🫂❣️
Cunningham Avatar
October 5, 2026 at 8:40 PM
Quite sn emotional write CayCay, the loss of a dear friend is heartbreaking. Tom🌹
Winter Avatar
October 5, 2026 at 6:34 PM
Dearest CayCay, this is so moving. I can feel the tears stinging my eyes as I'm reading this poem. A very moving piece of writing. I hope you are doing well. Love, Anne
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