My Last To You

I hear your voice whispering in my ear, Though I know that you're no longer here. Memories of you dance in my head, As I sit upon my bed. Why did you leave me here alone to die, I'm starting to think of suicide. Down upon my wrist I see, A trail of blood flowing free. It numbs the pain I can't withstand, My teardrops fall upon my hand. It's flowing more rapidly than before, The pain is numb I feel no more. I scream so loud but my lungs are empty, I just want death to come and take me. I cry so hard but my eyes are dry, I just want my soul to fly. I cut so deep and blood keeps dripping, Blood of sadness that makes me dizzy. Your love that I can't live without, Is making my mind clowded out. My eyes are swollen from all the crying, I can feel my body slowly dying. My sight is black and it hurts to breath, I take my last breathing heave. The knife I fold my hands around, I plunge in deep and hit the ground. As I lay there I say my last to you, "I love you sweety, see you soon."