My Last Lie

My hearts racing and I crave a bullet to make it stop my throat is dry from the recollection of what my love brought, this pain and helplessness makes my heart pound it takes a moment for my mind to hit the keys and touch the rebound again the ball has landed into my court but yet my arms are shaking from my lack of support my enemy has the upper hand and here I sit in this vital moment ready to inject the posion on demand or take cover with command but yet my hearing tells my mind to stop to memorize all the words that my young life taught for everything in my world in shaking from all the lies I forgot my story changed from time to time and line after line I got caught within my own web of lies my eyes turned direction at a speedy pace it jumped back and forth to every sentence on the page and then jumped to the mirror and caught sight of my dark sides reflection