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instincts

My Insides

Double Minded

I doubt that my insides reflect my outsides
Outside, I want to trust and love you
inside an eerie feeling brews.
Outside I smile and carry on
inside my feelings don't 
have words attached
just signals of how 
you make me feel
apprehensive and rushed. 

Thoughts speaking in riddles
reminding my mind
of your unkindly acts 
you treat me as a pigeon.

My outside can no 
longer stretch to hide 
The strain of pain
I feel inside.

How do I look at you 
And not feel disdain.
Sad to know my kindness 
somehow appeared as weak.

You don't acknowledge what I speak.
Inside myself, I get caught up
Outside myself, I want to show.
What my insides, really know.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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