My Heart

I can only remember way back when I was married to the most beautiful man in the world. He was very precious to me. He would hand the world to me on a silver platter is what he told me. Then it started to deminish, when we found out he had cancer. We had a little boy together. My husband passed away three years ago. The song "And Still" by Reba McEntire gets to me instead of him being with a woman I blame God taking him, but I understand Why. God has blessed me to have him while I did and God has blessed me to raise our son alone and yet I sleep alone at night wondering Why? When my son does something funny, or bad, or whatever could be I wish his father could be here to help me. Instead I do it all alone. Asking God to give me the strength and wisdom to go through life of trifles and tribulations that torment me.