My Goodbye

My Goodbye 
I have been up for hours, searching for words 
And I finally see, that this is goodbye
The reality has broken me, as I come to my senses
I have to let go and surrender but it’s not without consequences 

I did not expect this, so quickly to happen
Not even in my dreams would I have fallen 
To a chance, that my heart would be broken
Nor as to someone I claimed as a friend

It must have been your sweetness that melted my heart
Or your smile, that gave it a start
Whatever the reason for feeling this way
It only grew stronger with each passing day

I am trying to wish you the best in your quest
I hope it is returned to you, the heart and the soul of her very chest 
I also hope that you can forgive me, this emotional mess
As I do you, for leaving this hole in my chest

It is going to take me a while to put this behind me
To not live in a dream of what I thought could be
It is a process that most go through
And it really sucks when you find it is also you

So without delay and if just to cease this misery, which I may no longer cry
In that I am sending you this last text to say my goodbye
I know now what must be done, it is just what you asked me to do
But know that for this short little while, I came to have loved you

It was hope that you’d have opened your heart to something different, with a potential of being surreal
So it is with no further mention of things unsaid, that I give you this poem and say my goodbye



Written by Jessica L Hatter 
On this first day of May 2015
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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June 16, 2016 at 7:42 PM
Awesome to see this again, Jessica. Skat
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May 4, 2015 at 3:27 PM
Jessica, A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you have fun with this wonderful community. You'll find many friendly poets who are ready to support and give positive feedback. I will enjoy following you and your poetry when you are ready :) We are Lucky To Have you. Enjoy 2015, with New Poet Friends @-> LINDA <-@
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May 3, 2015 at 7:25 PM
Jessica, Stopping by with a nice, sweet Welcome to Poetry Soup. I will get much delight in reading and in time become familiar with your verse. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile others passed when I first joined the soup. Wishing you and your poetry the best. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here STARTING with me- SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT
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