My First Love

They ask about my first love.

I tell them she ruined me.

Before I knew what romance required,
She was already teaching me
That love looked more like sacrifice
Than butterflies.

She worked when she was tired.
Smiled when she was worried.
Went without
So I wouldn't notice we were without.

Looking back...
Every woman I ever loved
Had to compete with a standard
She never knew she created.

She taught me
That love never needed applause.

I watched her give away
The better portion of herself,
Then somehow convince everyone else
She still had plenty left.

I've spent years searching
For another heart like hers.

Never found one.

Then I remembered...
I wasn't supposed to.
She was my mother.
No wonder no one else ever stood a chance.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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