My Final Show

YOU GUYS SAY YOU NO EVERYTHING ABOUT ME IF YOU DO GO AHEAD WALK INTO MY PAIN AND MYSTERY YOU WONT KNOW A DAMN THING OF WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH AND YOU THINK IM LYING I WISH I WAS DEAD SO I WONT FEEL LIKE I'M DYING. SOME OF YALL SAY IM BEING TO DRAMATIC WELL I AM ARE YOU SATISFIES I'VE BEEN WAITING TO WRITE THIS POEM FOR A LONG TIME AND ILL NEVER BE SATISFIED I MOVE ON FROM MY NIGHTMARES AND FACE MY DEMONS IN THE EYE EVERY TIME I DEFEAT THEM THEIR VOICE SEEM TO HAUNT MY SOUL, BODY, MIND, AND I CRY YALL SEE ME AS A KIND, GENTLE, UNSELFISH, FUN, LOVEABLE PERSON OUTSIDE BUT IF YOU THINK YOU NO ME LOOK AT ME ON THE INSIDE ON THIS DAY I SEE CLEARLY THAT MY NIGHTMARES HAVE COME TO LIFE IM IN A SAD, LONELY, BITTER PLACE BUT IT TIME TO LEAVE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING BEHIND LIKE A SHARP EMPTY KNIFE I HAVE NOTHING BUT BROKEN DREAMS AND SAD LIVES SOON IN 2012 IM GOING TO LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK CAUSE MY LIFE IS A WOUNDED HAWK AND SLOWLY IT DIES. I TRY TO PLAN STUFF BUT THEY END IN DISASTER LIKE A PERSON EATING A GIANT MALLOWBLASTER SOMETIMES GOODBYE THE ONLY WAY BECAUSE IN THE END YALL BE HAPPY WITHOUT ME BEING THERE ANYWAY SO ON THIS DAY SOME YALL GO BE SAD, CRY OR FROWN NOW IM GOING TO BEGIN THIS DEPARTURE COUNTDOWN THIS IS THE COUNTDOWN OF MY DEPARTURE IN THE END YALL ARE MY CLOSEST FRIENDS ILL NEVER HAVE LOVE, PEACE, PROSPERITY AGAIN CAUSE I GET DUMP, BROKEN, N BETRAYED IN THE END AND THESE WORDS HURT ME SO BAD WHEN I SAY THIS IN MY DARK CELL AS I MAKE A FINAL CALL IM GONNA LEAVE AND MOST LIKELY WILL NEVER COMEBACK. SO ALL MY FRIENDS, FAMILY, I GOT FEW WORDS FOR YALL SAYONARA, SEE YOU IN THE AFTERLIFE