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My Final Show

YOU GUYS SAY YOU NO EVERYTHING ABOUT ME

IF YOU DO GO AHEAD WALK INTO MY PAIN AND MYSTERY

YOU WONT KNOW A DAMN THING OF WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH AND YOU THINK 
IM LYING

I WISH I WAS DEAD SO I WONT FEEL LIKE I'M DYING.

SOME OF YALL SAY IM BEING TO DRAMATIC WELL I AM ARE YOU SATISFIES

I'VE BEEN WAITING TO WRITE THIS POEM FOR A LONG TIME AND ILL NEVER BE 
SATISFIED

I MOVE ON FROM MY NIGHTMARES AND FACE MY DEMONS IN THE EYE

EVERY TIME I DEFEAT THEM THEIR VOICE SEEM TO HAUNT MY SOUL, BODY, MIND, 
AND I CRY

YALL SEE ME AS A KIND, GENTLE, UNSELFISH, FUN, LOVEABLE PERSON OUTSIDE

BUT IF YOU THINK YOU NO ME LOOK AT ME ON THE INSIDE

ON THIS DAY I SEE CLEARLY THAT MY NIGHTMARES HAVE COME TO LIFE

IM IN A SAD, LONELY, BITTER PLACE BUT IT TIME TO LEAVE EVERYONE AND 
EVERYTHING BEHIND LIKE A SHARP EMPTY KNIFE

I HAVE NOTHING BUT BROKEN DREAMS AND SAD LIVES

SOON IN 2012 IM GOING TO LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK CAUSE MY LIFE IS A 
WOUNDED HAWK AND SLOWLY IT DIES.

I TRY TO PLAN STUFF BUT THEY END IN DISASTER

LIKE A PERSON EATING A GIANT MALLOWBLASTER

SOMETIMES GOODBYE THE ONLY WAY

BECAUSE IN THE END YALL BE HAPPY WITHOUT ME BEING THERE ANYWAY

SO ON THIS DAY SOME YALL GO BE SAD, CRY OR FROWN

NOW IM GOING TO BEGIN THIS DEPARTURE COUNTDOWN

THIS IS THE COUNTDOWN OF MY DEPARTURE IN THE END

YALL ARE MY CLOSEST FRIENDS

ILL NEVER HAVE LOVE, PEACE, PROSPERITY AGAIN

CAUSE I GET DUMP, BROKEN, N BETRAYED IN THE END

AND THESE WORDS HURT ME SO BAD WHEN I SAY THIS IN MY DARK CELL AS I MAKE A 
FINAL CALL

IM GONNA LEAVE AND MOST LIKELY WILL NEVER COMEBACK. SO ALL MY FRIENDS, 
FAMILY, I GOT FEW WORDS FOR YALL

SAYONARA, SEE YOU IN THE AFTERLIFE

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