My Fears

The silence is flooding my ears. Your absence is feeding my fears. I've never quite known if my feelings have shown as I've loved you throughout the years. Do you know I still feel as I did? The same way as when I was a kid. I still worry you'll leave while I'm left here to grieve. Of these feelings how do I get rid? Will I always feel I'm not enough even though I pretend I'm so tough? If you love me, you know that I don't let things show and then sometimes I get pretty rough. Just give me the time that I need. Don't ask things of me out of greed. I will do what I can. You are my only man. Consider me your daily 'good deed'. The payoff will be the best part cause you've stuck with me right from the start. In the end it will be just you and me so be patient, you still have my heart.