My Father's Heart

Hearing your heartbeat, my ear on your chest 
moments like that I loved best
For every heartbeat was special to me
'cause it meant my dad I still get to see

Then I went to bed that night
peacefully next door you were sleeping tight
I never feared lying in that dark room
knowing it will take only one shout and you'll be there soon

Waking up the next day, getting out of bed
I got done for work and that morning not much were said

I remember your words the previous night
"Leave her just now she'll be alright"
A worried mom kept asking what is wrong 
'Cause she didn't understand why I looked so down 

Off to the doctor you went that day 
and in hospital you had to stay
I prayed to God "please just let him be okay"

Hours have passed and your words got less
I told myself that you'll be fine after a couple of days of rest
I never prayed so hard
asking Him "please please just help him God"
I never stopped hoping and believing
That soon with my ear on your chest I will still hear you breathing

Seven days have passed, not a word from you
Imagining you waking up saying "I'm fine how are you?"
In the ICU lying with my ear on your chest
This time only small little breathes
I felt safe so close to your heart
That fatherly love my favorite part

Your words that previous Thursday night
"Leave her just now she'll be alright"
I never knew those words would be your last
'Cause a week after those words... Daddy, you've passed

Lying with my ear on your chest
The moments I used to love best
My world came crashing down
and that moment was never the same
'Cause that moment I realized that MY father's heart will never beat again
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Eastman Avatar
November 19, 2014 at 8:44 AM
Such a tragedy. I am truely sorry for your loss. But you've been here only a month and have a wonderful following for you poetry... I can understand why... You write with passion...
Bailey Avatar
November 21, 2014 at 6:20 AM
The people here "my poetry sisters and misters" are amazing. I felt welcome since day one. This is a whole different world in "Soupville" lol. It became one of my favorite places to visit very quick. Thank you for your comment Carol and I am also glad to call you my poetry sister as well. Big hugs "B"
Harvey Avatar
November 5, 2014 at 8:31 AM
Reading this awesome poem moved me ...
Bailey Avatar
November 5, 2014 at 8:47 AM
Thanks again for commenting on my work and taking the time to read it. Have a lovely day "B"
Curtis Avatar
October 20, 2014 at 6:18 AM
Beautiful piece !
Bailey Avatar
October 20, 2014 at 7:11 AM
Thank you Jerry. Have a blessed day. Warm Regards "B"
Walker  Avatar
October 17, 2014 at 4:40 PM
To you I give esteem and hope this brings peace. Well done Be and I hope you are more better from this piece... Verlena
Walker  Avatar
October 17, 2014 at 4:39 PM
To you I give esteem and hope this brings peace. Well done Be and I hope you are more better from this piece... Verlena
Bailey Avatar
October 20, 2014 at 2:35 AM
Thank you Verlena. I am much stronger. Love "B"
Mcdaid Avatar
October 17, 2014 at 5:53 AM
deeply touching beautifully penned piece bless you
Bailey Avatar
October 20, 2014 at 2:34 AM
Thank you Liam. Have a Blessed day :)
Smith Avatar
October 15, 2014 at 6:07 PM
Very sad and loving poem...my prayers go out to you...hugs Tim
Bailey Avatar
October 16, 2014 at 1:23 AM
Thank you very much Tim for your comments on two of my poems. I appreciate your thoughts and I look forward to reading your poems as well. Have a Blessed day. Warm Regards "B"
Andresen Avatar
October 15, 2014 at 12:52 PM
- Warm welcome to PoetrySoup, BE - I choose your first very moving and lovely written poem - Nice to meet you! - Hope you will be satisfied with our "soup family" - we are many .. but has plenty of room for you too- Be kind and keep PoetrySoup as a haven -(Comment on the poetry of others and they will comment on yours.) Thank you for posted your words and thoughts here, I want to come back to read more another day. - oxox // Anne-Lise :)
Bailey Avatar
October 16, 2014 at 1:21 AM
Thank you very much Anne-Lise. Only joined PoetrySoup in the week and loved it since day 1. I only started writing poems after my dad passed away 3 years ago and I love doing it ever since. He used to write poems. I love reading everyone else's poems/sharing mine. Will post something again soon and I look forward to reading your poems as well. Thank you for the warm welcome. warm Regards "B"
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