My Dark Side

the face on show reveals an issue
I see you looking I see I pissed you
pick your choosing which insult to use
insight you're amusing I see through you
think you've found my insecurity
stand assuredly sure of me
but you're not in my shoes
I can horribly horror thee
tear torsos from talk shoo
you speak your body language alludes 
letting loose clues I can flip and abuse
same time I elude your bullet bully
I fight I sully til your pants soil
cus I'm a King accepting toil
scope on your weakness locked in to spoil
crack your shell cook you a la Royal
I've been bullied singled out and embarrassed 
the bar's set high
I've learnt I've no one but I 
I've been made look stupid 
isolated and cry
my red face my fear dread pointed at
nasty things said
tested dyslexic selected
autism bipolar personality disorder
never test positive but not normal
left handed right armed club foot
stood up straight when hit in the gut
I aint a stereotype cliche or a label buster
stapled my head up by a knuckle duster
pain what pain I love it I lust
been lonely with no friend they rushed
I was unknowing to friendship never mend
still I've got balls to drive you around bends
yeah devil level upheaval I'm lethal
the illegal drug and a piercing needle
I can see through your eyes ears and cheek dimples
you assume I'm vacant minded simple
hampered with anger ample angles I can't handle
but you're like all the other people
leap frog forth and fall in to my hole of evil
my psyche unlocks the locked inside
oh I see inside I sight you sly
you picked on a puppet now to gut you of pride 
you wanna go blow high and low
with a child of psychology psycho 
possibly to test positive probably
you a side act cut from the show
my head weird inside it be it be beyond thee
I learnt young applied acquired skills easy
but think I'm denied a focus capability
can take me down and see the end of me 
and with that they laugh and you mentally bleed
you mistook my fools field you can't fall what killed
mind games mate I've majestic ill
you don't even know what happened
I come back again til it end, friend.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2019



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Date: 8/15/2019 9:03:00 AM
Some good lines here. Mostly I think you beat yourself up. It did seem like a tug of war of sorts. How we choose to see ourselves matters. Maybe the sequel can be “My Bright Side” I think we all have both.
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Date: 10/24/2019 6:45:00 AM
Thanks Richard, yeah a Mr. Brightside poem has been on my mind, (I loved the Killers song) just waiting for the mood to strike so I can attempt to capture its feel.
Date: 8/14/2019 4:21:00 PM
think I need a good night sleep, weirdo alert lol
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