My Crazy Life

I sometimes sit and wonder why my life is so crazy And other times I try not to let it even phase me But its hard to forget about it when things happen in my life that only god can change He can only change the things in my life that have me feeling so strange Feeling like I need her just to ease my pain Dang! I lost my train of thought see things will never be the same My crazy life This messed up world. Confusion, depression I just need her , the girl I need her to hide me from all the pain that wants me The pain that feeds on my flesh and tare my insides apart The pain that took the hope I had in my heart One life to live but no reason to go on Six feet under the ground is where I think I belong Dead. Gone to a better place Had to leave this world with her in my face The girl Now there is no more of me, I got away My crazy life is history