My 3rd Favourite Drive

My 3rd favourite drive was to see her Only for it to be the longest drive home To be once again in her arms and embrace her too I knew what was coming I never wanted to let her go Stability is so fragile Stability breaks with a word Her mind state is a dark world All alone she decided I'm not to follow I could see she wanted to cry Inside we both had many times To be not good for a person Is impossible when even in this outcome Her presence makes me smile naturally The talk of the future The talk of ifs and maybes Doesn't matter to me I know what I have now I know how to be happy again Can you not see? My life is with you No matter what I choose No matter what it is you do My dream is to be make you happy too Sitting in my car returning the way I came Over an hour to drive home Easily felt like it was over two The cd player in my car was purposely loud Covering the sound from my phone To my right an accident had occurred Firemen and ambulances calming the situation Shards of metal and glass strewn on the road To my shock I felt nothing for the devastation My only aim was to get back home My 3rd favourite drive was to see her Only for it to be the longest drive home