Must Go On

I've loved you to an extend that I don't understand I've love you to the point of going insane of breaking my own life of causing me pain so I could be by your side so I could be your friend. I've loved you but who knows if that was even love or if it was just an illusion I needed to hold before just for me to stay alive just for me to not to be alone Just for me to believe in something like once I believed in God. I've love you and is sad to think of what I've done to see what I've left behind to see what l what I've lost and to think I won't get it back cuz there is not return cuz time doesn't retract cuz the show must goes on. Jessica (30/07/23)