Most Broken

I thought that I loved you, I loved you so much.
Supporting your life, I was your only crutch.

I wrote you my songs, begged you'd sing along,
I tried oh, so hard for you, now know it was wrong.

I begged you before, to not leave my side,
but you stole my hope from me, why would you lie?

You've broken my heart, all done in such pride,
This rough bumpy road was not worth the ride.

I gave you my all, you still didn't care,
Not allowed to be sad, which just isn't fair.

I stood up for you, I rooted for you,
Heck, I was enrolled at a hospital for you.

At one point I pleaded, please dearest don't cry,
But now your forgotten, won't care when you die.

You're out of my life, and it's for the better,
Cuz I don't deserve all the hardships we've whethered.

You talk bout self worth, you speak now of life,
But you've only left me with this pain and strife.

I now know your heart, no, you never cared,
Cuz you wouldnt help me, no matter how scared.

I'm done wasting time, I'm saving my breath,
Cuz darling you would have lead me to my death.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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February 8, 2011 at 11:58 AM
read the poem I just posted please.
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February 8, 2011 at 11:41 AM
I didn't even know your father beat you.. I thought it was mostly verbal abuse..
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February 8, 2011 at 11:39 AM
I do know who I am. I'm human. I've made mistakes. But now I know where I'm going. I know I've said some mean things, and made some selfish choices. But my goal is to become a better person, and if you don't want to help me do that- then you can't be in my life.
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February 8, 2011 at 11:36 AM
You DID tell me you wished I had succeeding in killing myself and I did apologize. Chelsea I love you and I'll never stop loving you but we have to stop hurting eachother. I'm sorry. I really am. But you need to apologize too.
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February 8, 2011 at 11:28 AM
Never in my life would I have imagined someone could actually wish that someone succeeded in killing themselves.
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February 8, 2011 at 11:27 AM
It didn't have to be this way. Neither of us should have said what we said. I apologized. Take responsibility for your own actions instead of blaming others. I love you but I'm really disappointed.
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