Moment of Distraught

what kind of moment is this? it seems like a moment of anguish. i have babble endlessly in captive mourn the mourn in it perpetuity like a widower in despondent the despondent of my sand grandma the grandma of my beloved the beloved one in coffin fashion It jolt of remembrance in any tramp i made the jolt of frustration the frustration of sadness the sadness of deep troubled the trouble of unswerving that built command of melancholy tone the command tone like a lion in rule yet in sudden forth i build a symbol happiness the happiness that relent my mind of which if feels my sprite burns tease the same with me.