Mixture Of Emotions

I have all these emotions, For me, it's hard to explain. It's almost that of a numbness, Trying to drive me insane. It's somewhat of a mixture, Everything from happiness to regret. At times I break down and cry, Other times I get angry and upset. I wish I could do a better job, To express how I feel inside. Instead of getting all tangled up, When these emotions collide. Why is it so complicated for me, The way that they make me feel. At times it all seems too much, For me, it's an overwhelming ordeal. All these emotions keep hitting me, And when they do, it's all at once. I don't know how to handle it. It makes me feel like I'm a dunce.