Mixed Emotions

sometimes i wanna scream i hate you .......
but i know I'd be lieing cause i know i really love you 
and its crazy cause i love you so much it hurts ....
because deep down inside i feel myself slowly slipping away from you and no matter how bad i know i want this something inside me wont let me stay 
i try so hard to keep the pieces together 
but as time passes one piece falls at a time 
all i do is pick each up and try to continue when i know im pushing you away all i want is for you to stay 
but the way im feeling is only making it worse 
its like i have so much to say but dont know how to express all of it 
i just need you to know its not you its me i have to much pride to let myself get hurt again
i put my walls up but all i want is for one person to help me break them down 
cause i dont wanna loose the one person i care about so much 
to something that could've been solved with one touch .
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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