Mistakes

Left alone to ponder I count my many mistakes I should have been your everything And done whatevever it takes I should have been willing to listen To the things you had to say I should have always been there Instead of walking away I should have counted every tear That rolled down your precious face And gave you my every moment But I said, "I needed space" I can't ask you to forgive me For you no longer know my name I am just a forgotten memory And you will never feel the same I never brought you flowers Or bought you that special card And now your heart is empty And probably even scarred I just wanted you to know My heart forever breaks For all the pain I caused you As I'm counting my mistakes