Missing You

I've cried so much  over the years, and now your absence hurts ever more than it did before Oct 21, soon to be 10 long years of grief ,however,"the pain I must continue to cope with & endure" As a child I couldn't understand why God took you  from me ,physically It affected me badly, more so emotinally and mentally You are missed more than you know if only words could  explain, my pain   Although I've tried to find some sort of comfort within anothor's mother Sadly but honestly I found none When I say I 've learned my place time & time again (i've come to realize)  When its all said and done you can't compete for a mother's affection when it comes to her kid They may care deeply for you but you're sadly mistaken if you think for a second you're gonna win   I'VE HEARD YOU  NEVER KNO HOW MUCH YOU MISS SOMETHING OR SOMEONE UNTIL THE DAY IT GONE. I REGRET THE FACT I ANGRILY WALKED AWAY IT EATS AT ME EVERY DAY,  B/C I HAD THE CHANCE BUT DIDNT SAY...  "I LOVE YOU " THINKING I WOULD HAVE TOMARROW unfortunitely for you tomarrow never came LEAVING ME TO FEEL SO MUCH GRIEF AND SORROW I LIVE MY  LIFE TO MAKE YOU PROUD & I HOPE YOU  ARE SMILING DOWN ON ME FOR EVER & ALWAYS  WILL I LOVE YOU,  TAMMY!!!!