Missing You

River in my dreams From the mountain streams So much you took from me Made my life hard to be Looking into you hoping to find something from the past In your water moving so fast Tears After all these years Pain Started this stain Sit here lost in the used to be Memoires I see Little girl lost My soul the cost A moment of distraction A lifetime reaction eyes still fill with tears After all these years Pain fills my heart Feel it ripping apart Wake up at night My heart filled with fright I am still in that water trying to find you My world was through Frantic Panic The sun no longer did shine so bright Nothing could ever be right My baby girl I failed you Over my world the darkness grew And I knew Life would never be the same I'm to blame Distraction Reaction Pain Stain Tears like rain I wake from in the river searching every night never to find Peace of mind This broken heart Will never part Daddy loves you so much still The pain I feel Never to heal