Missing Him

Even if I never let it show
you mean the world to me, just so you know
You've never let me down
you've always been around
You've been there through and through
so for that I will always trust you
I love you just so you know
but its not something to you I wanna show
When i see you there is hurt in my heart
sometimes I feel as if i'll fall apart
So I keep going and i stay strong
because i know that loving you is wrong
Me loving you seems strange
but my feelings refuse to change
When i look back at old memories
i wonder if weren't meant to be
Things will change and we will grow in time
but you'll never stop being mine
I'll love you forever through thick and thin
maybe you'll realize you loved me back then
I don't know maybe you still do
so just know that i still love you too
Its something you may never admit
but holding it in will cause you to lose it
One day you'll realize you ain't gotta be the soldier
who has learned to never blow his composure
You need to be the you i know you can be
it's time you just open your eyes and see
When i would wake and I'd cry
you were there by my side
You'd pick me up when I'd fall
you've been there through it all
you used to keep me standing tall
I can't express in words how i feel
all i can do is hope you know its real
But i wont tell you, it'll stay bottled up
forever in my heart it's just stuck
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013


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