Missing

Missing the way things were Missing how my heart skipped a beat when you texted me How you would surprise me with a phone call when you were alone Snuggling with you all day sharing good and bad times with you Saying I love you and meaning it for once Hearing you say it in return Hearing you voice Seeing your face The feeling that I could text you whenever How you were the one man who though you sometimes did not understand me accepted me without reservation Feeling like I mattered to you and had some sort of impact in your life. I miss having you as my best friend forever and just hope I have not lost that.