Misplaced Memory

No memory of empathy Even though I tried Very deep i thank you Every day I cried Yet I can no be as strong as you demand Although I know you want to see it Going through my mind Attacking my head I still hear the voices Invading my fondest dream No I cannot be as strong as you claim Would you rejog my thoughts Instead of egging it all on Like you had done for all these years Loving how I suffer If you can show me there is another way Light up the cave so I may find a direction Only then may I too see Valuabled friend of mine Eternally grateful I'd be if you could help me to find my misplaced mind