Misery Inside of Me

Distraught from this heartbreak.
See apart of me wish you was dead,
apart of me still got a heart.
My devious thoughts want to trip you down the stairs,
while my other half wants to comfort you.
You see, you played me,
Now you’re my worst enemy.
My evil thoughts scares me,
because I am capable of doing anything to you.
Look into my eyes,Can you see the misery inside?
Can you see the inside of my soul? So cold!
Can you feel it?
The ice box in my heart,
Can you melt it?
Cause its all your fault.
I couldn’t help it but to think devious thoughts.
Your dirty ways got me in this state of mind,
now I got to fight the devil inside.
Internal conflict,could it be?
I turned out to be the monster you invoked in me.
Its cause of you I became so mean.
Its cause of you I am dying internally.
The lies,cheating and hate got me in this state of mind.
Misery is what you made me out to be.
I can't recognize my reflect in the mirror.
I hate the woman looking back at me.
I became my worst enemy.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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Mehta Avatar
May 27, 2011 at 1:01 PM
Very touchy and moving expressions on misery in life, Zaleena
Ramdihal Avatar
May 29, 2011 at 7:31 PM
Thank you
Brown Avatar
May 27, 2011 at 3:45 AM
A warm welcome to PoetrySoup I offer to you Zaleena. I wish for you the best in your writing endeavors whatever they may be. May you find inspiration by reading some of the poetry written here by other poets. Read and comment on their's and they will return in kind. May the sun shine on you that you might find great joy in your life. Love and blessing always, Carol
Ramdihal Avatar
May 29, 2011 at 7:33 PM
Thank you Carol, its a delight to share my poems with people that appreciate poetry as much as i do.
Seraphin Avatar
May 26, 2011 at 10:32 PM
* “I Penned A Poe Last Eve * Rather I Should Say * Early This Morn * That Would Somewhat Parallel This Moment of Deepened Hues Here * My Precious Lady. * One Can Only Hope Always For Concerned In Life That * The Sun Shall Forever Shine Bright Amid The End of The Day * Stay Away From That Shadows Side of The Mirror * Hugs & Kissses * Kissses & Hugs * Sarah” *
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May 26, 2011 at 8:13 PM
Welcome to Poetry Soup.. so enjoyed reading your creative poetry tonight.. hope u enjoy PS as u share with luv..
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