Misery

Revenge and disappointment Dwelling thoughts I hide Isolated misery Noone by my side Once planned and motivated Now easily mislead Option one be angry Option 2 unsaid Lungs draw deep exhale Thoughts rapid confused Life lost so regretful No time to be amused Clocks tick listen careful The click before the tick Learn it live it love it Control my mental sick Remembering life’s a moment I walk I sit I stare Constant looming anguish Alone noone is there Sadness overwhelming Things now world's apart 5.0 intervention A cell a broken heart Misjudged by judgementals Lies to hide from truth Safety now concerning Longing for my youth Sadly it’s unending I sit I wait in pain The tick after the click draws near Judgement day again…..